The lighting in Donna Sue’s house was dim. The darkness crept in from the night outside and the only illumination came from Donna Sue’s tv, which was still playing the anime she and Ravel had been watching. Ravel was leaning against Donna Sue as she drank from her bottle, the tiredness evident on her face. Donna Sue took note and at the end of an episode paused the stream. Ravel groaned in protest.

“You’re about to pass out Ravel. You’re going to miss the episode if you fall asleep, and then I’ll have to watch it again,” Donna Sue stretched as she stood up and several bones gave a satisfying crack. “Ah that was a good one.” Ravel made a similar move. Her pacifier somehow remained in her mouth as she let out a groan. Her stretching raised her already short skirt up to reveal her diaper. Donna Sue quietly smirked at the cuteness, but then her mind snapped to attention on seeing the diaper. “You need a diaper change,” Donna Sue said thinking of her couch. Ravel sleepily pressed against her diaper and suddenly blushed when she felt how heavy it was. Donna Sue offered out her hand with a smile, and Ravel took it.

Even with this only being the second time Ravel had gotten her diaper changed, it was already becoming a bit routine.

“Do you really not notice when you go?” Donna Sue asked untapping the used diaper. “I know you said so, but I thought you may have been exaggerating.”

“I really don’t,” Ravel admitted with a blush.

“That’s kinda cute,” Donna Sue said getting the last diaper out of Ravel’s diaper bag. “You like really need your diapers. You’re a real baby.”

“You didn’t seem to think it was that cute earlier,” Ravel said as she lifted her bottom for the new diaper to slide under her.

“I can criticize and be worried about you and think it’s cute at the same time,” Donna Sue said knowingly. “You’ll probably be fine,” Donna Sue had gotten out Ravel’s wipes and powder and started cleaning Ravel while she sat on top of the new diaper. “Losing your potty training just means you’ll have to wear diapers from now on. Doesn’t seem like something you have a problem with.”

“I don’t,” Ravel’s voice was unsure.

“Mmhmm,” Donna Sue noted the hesitation as she applied some baby powder. “If you are worried, I’m sure you can get back your potty training just as easily as you lost it.” Donna Sue brought the diaper up and taped it shut. “And going through diaper training again would be the quite the abdl experience I’d say.” Donna Sue helped Ravel up.

“Yeah,” Ravel flattened out her skirt from the change, it still didn’t really cover the diaper.

“I’d offer to let you stay the night, but that was your last diaper,” Donna Sue shrugged. “I don’t think you’ll make it to the morning with just one.”

“I won’t,” Ravel admitted. “I need to get home anyway. I’ve got to look up Cosmic Fans stuff and figure out a plan.”

“You can always do that tomorrow,” Donna Sue pointed out. “A streamer’s schedule is notoriously flexible. You don’t have to be in a rush.”

“True,” Ravel said while giving Donna Sue a look that asked if she was being called lazy.

“You should send some diapers over here when you think about it,” Donna Sue dodged the look. “That way you don’t have to worry about stuffing your diaper bag full, and next time we stay up to late you already have some diapers here.”

“Yeah, that’s not a bad idea,” Ravel blushed slightly at the thought, and how childish this conversation was. It felt like two moms talking about their kid that stayed over some times, only Ravel was the mom and the kid.

“You’ll still have to bring a onesie and a paci,” Donna Sue continued. “Unless you like sleeping nakey. It’s not like I haven’t seen you nakey anyway.” Donna Sue mentioned the diaper change that just happened and Ravel pouted a bit at the teasing.

“I’ll try and remember,” Ravel said through her pout.

“Which reminds me; don’t forget your new diaper bag. That thing should be able to handle a few changes of clothes, especially if you aren’t putting any diapers in it, but you should be putting diapers in it, you never know.”

“Donna!” Ravel stopped her friend from launching off into a spiel. Donna Sue looked at Ravel with apologetic surprise. “I got it,” Ravel said assuredly. “I’m getting all this stuff figured out just fine, you don’t have to worry about me.”

“Hard for me not to I guess.”

“I’m sure the baby aesthetic doesn’t help,” Ravel gave her friend an excuse.

“No, it really doesn’t,” Donna Sue chuckled slightly, taking Ravel’s excuse.

Donna Sue followed Ravel to her car. Ravel had her new diaper bag, and her old gym bag slung across both of her shoulders, with the straps making an X shape on her chest. Ravel sleepily put the two bags in her back seat, and Donna Sue came over to hug her.

“Thanks for letting me hang out,” Ravel said as the hug ended.

“Always,” Donna Sue answered. “Drive safe, and make sure you order those diapers some time tomorrow, and come back again some time, and ….”

“Donna,” Ravel stopped Donna Sue again.

“Sorry sorry,” Donna Sue blushed and she backed away, letting Ravel finally get in her car and slowly back out of her driveway. She waved as Ravel started on her way home.

Ravel glanced in her rear-view mirror seeing Donna Sue’s porch light go out as Donna Sue got ready for bed. Now that she was alone Ravel was lost in thought a bit. She was a girl that got her diaper changed by her friends now. Really that milestone was kind of mild compared to the things she already did daily. Ravel thought it was a big thing though.

She figured that maybe the difference was involving others. Most of the abdl play she had done thus far had been by herself. Well, by herself and with a small army of people watching on her stream. She had hung out with other littles over voice chat too, but this was a new level of involvement. In person, very intimate, and with a friend. When she thought about it though, in the moment it wasn’t weird.

She wondered if filming lewd content would bring similar feelings out in her. Would she get this weird feeling, or will the fact that all the people watching are behind a screen make them fade away like they do in her gaming streams. It’s something she would be figuring out soon.

Ravel started playing some music through her phone, using the cup holder as a sound amplifier. Not the greatest audio solution, but she just needed a distraction from her thoughts. Even if the music didn’t distract her that well, the constant thought that she really needed to get an after-market stereo with a Bluetooth connection was at least a different thought. Ravel had to suffer with this sub-par audio for a while, as Donna Sue was on the other end of town from her apartment, a fact she didn’t really appreciate until she had to drive the distance herself.

Ravel schlepped into her apartment very tired. It was late, and she still had a lot to do before going to bed. Despite Donna Sue being right about her schedule being pretty loose and her having the whole morning tomorrow to do things, Ravel knew if she didn’t get to it right now, or at least make a note about it right now, she would forget about it in the morning. The first thing on her mind was ordering diapers to Donna Sue. It was in her mind because, if she had thought to do this earlier, she would be snoozing in Donna Sue’s guest bed right now. She was too tired to think of contacting Theo to get some sent for free, and just quickly ordered some from the Stuffie’s site and sent them over, paying for it all herself. With that done, she sent a Chaos message to herself to research Cosmic Fans stuff in the morning. She made sure to leave it unread. The annoying number on her app would be the motivation she needed to check the note she sent to herself. This was definitely something that would need the time and mental clarity of a well-rested Ravel.

Ravel threw her clothes off into the hamper. She smelled herself and didn’t really like what she smelled. She then pressed against her diaper and it was still dry. She wans't expecting it to be wet; she had only just gotten changed. Ravel had developed a certain rhythm where she always had to change right before showering for bed, but her little change at Donna Sue’s threw off this diaper change circadian rhythm. Wasting a diaper wasn’t something Ravel liked doing, which is an excuse she was telling herself to not shower because she was too tired.

Despite being tired, Ravel still did some of her bed time routine. She got into a onesie, cleaned a pacifier with a clip, filled her bottle with water, and picked out a mushroom plush from the growing pile of stuffies. With everything just right, she snuggled into bed.

Despite being tired, sleep didn’t come to her easily. Without her poor audio or tasks to distract her, Ravel’s mind went back to Donna Sue. Could she really sleep like this at Donna Sue’s house; thickly padded, in a cute onesie, suckling on a pacifier? Could she sleep any other way? It was still weird with Donna Sue, and at the same time it wasn't weird. It was all so normal, maybe that’s what was making it weird.

Her thoughts turned to her new baby friends. If she started doing Cosmic Fans, the inevitable end goal was doing Cosmic Fans with her new abdl friends. That was the idea behind a diaper streamer group. That was more than just getting her diaper changed that was doing lewd stuff with her friends, and with possible strangers. If a casual diaper change between friends, which Ravel acknowledged was a wild sentence, was enough to bother her this much, what would doing actual lewd things do? She briefly imagined herself getting pegged by CryBabyCereal. She turned around, burying her face in her pillow in a blush at the brief though. She had some stuff to get over if she wanted this new Cosmic Fans venture to be successful.

Ravel groaned into her pillow out of frustration, she was eager to get to bed, but her thoughts were absolutely refusing to let sleep come to her.

“Aww poor baby,” The inner mommy voice came out hoping to coax Ravel into the one thing that never failed to both distract her and put her to sleep. “You still nervous about getting your diaper changed? You’re just a little baby you know, you need to get used to that. Everyone knows that you’re in diapers now, and why wouldn’t someone you trust change your diaper? It’s not like babies can change themselves.”

Ravel didn’t know how this was going to make anything less weird, but she was along for the ride.

“So squirmy and embarrassed, just how mommy likes you,” The inner mommy's hand pressed against Ravel’s diaper, and, in reality, Ravel pressed her magic wand to her diaper. There was still a lot of thoughts to work through though.

“And just think, soon you’ll be playing with all your little friends.”

The blush on Ravel’s face was just as intense as it was earlier, but she refrained from hiding this time if only to keep the vibrator firmly in place.

“There’s all kinds of fun games I have in mind.”

Ravel’s mind continued its blush inducing thoughts. Her and the other diaper streamers were all playing various baby games in a play pen. Some of the games were obviously adult minded. There was a crowd of faceless onlookers surrounding the play pen, watching all the lewd and non-lewd baby games the girls were playing. They didn’t watch with lust though; they watched with a kind of cooing awe. They found everything cute rather than enticing.

“Aww look at the little babies play,” the inner mommy carefully lifted Ravel up from a unicorn with a vibrating saddle. “This one needs a diaper change though.” The inner mommy sat a squirmy Ravel down on the ground. The inner mommy seemed to be entirely unbothered by the crowd that would watch the diaper change. Ravel squirmed, not out of embarrassment at being changed in front of all these people, but because of the longing the vibrating saddle left in her loins.

“Oh, that’s what’s making you all squirmy,” the inner mommy smirked noting Ravel's arousal. “We can’t have you wiggling around while you’re getting changed. Let mommy take care of that.” The inner mommy started medically stroking Ravel’s privates. Like it was just another routine part of the diaper change and not a sexual act. The rest of the crowd looked on with that same expression. Just a slight smirk at this seemingly routine step of a diaper change that was getting your little off so they wouldn’t squirm so much. Ravel felt their unconcerning eyes on her and the feeling in her privates heightened. She was just a baby, privacy so foreign a concept that even getting off during her diaper change was nothing.

Ravel finished and at the same time the fantasy faded and she was back in her bed. Her diaper was certainly wet, but not in the way that needed changing. She also found her mind finally free. Ravel exhaled and set the vibrator back in its place. She turned her lamp off, cuddled her mushroom stuffie, and finally drifted off to sleep.

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